Hmm.. i just got a very bad news.. That is i'm not going to penang anymore because the swim team would not be going to penang anymore so 2 of the boys would have to give up and after drawing lots, it happen to be me and jia hui.. well, i should be alright with it, just hope that jia hui would not mind the decision..Hmm.. talking about this decision making, i just feel that no one's taking the initiation.. Pardon me for being frank.. If i did not say anything, i doubt anyone would do anything and in the end, no one would go.. And the fact that what i did previously in year 1 is used to justify me whether i shld go or not is so totally not fair.. It's up to u whether u wan to fight for it or not... If u did not, then what's the point of using them as an excuse to gain urself an entry.. Hais.. kk.. i know we draw lots.. nevermind.. i just wanna speak my mind that's all. Just want to let you know that, chances in life come and go. They do not wait for you so it's up to you whether you grab your chances.. So woosh.. go my trip to penang.. hahaz.. kind of disappointed but there's nothing i can do.. Must blame the swim team.. last minute then cancel.. Hais.. kk.. no more penang trip..

Today econ's test was crap.. i couldn't really finish because the teacher starts late.. But a pass should not be a problem ba.. And i just realise this morning that my ksp concept was wrong.. But at least i learn something today.. Dunno why, i feel so pissed today.. Played basketball and fell down in a pool of water.. getting myself wet and dirty and having to take a single decked bus home.. Felt pissed off by some people in school.. alot of things not right.. maybe it's me... Hais... I tink i better get to some work.. and sleep early... Dun worry.. i'm alright just some thoughts and reflections.. Wish A level would be over asap.. Good nite and god bless.. take care...