Wah.. can u believe it ? I type one whole chunk of words and the compter restarts ?!! Then now i have to blog all over again le.. Hais.. What a way to start the week.. Yupp.. It's been a long time since i last blog, about a week, guess i have been quite busy and could hardly find time to come online to blog.. hahaz.

I got some results, one good one bad. The good one is i finally passed chem ever since my previous disappointing result which contributed to my March progress report.. The bad one is i failed biology which no one passed except for zexuan.. I think biology is really getting out of hand for those taking biology, they would understand me for saying that the problem does not really lies in the concept for rather the content that the question really wants. Sometimes, it's jst so ridiculous to write so many words for a 2 to 3 marks question. Then tat day, jun jie told me" wei en, it's been a long time since we last really memorise the content for biology but it just seems so impossible to do so." So i have decided to really try my best to memorise the content for the next test. Hmm.. 2 tests coming up this week-one econ and one Gp.. For econ, i really the greatest problem for me is how fast i can write. Because the content is usually in my head but i jus couldn't write fast enough to finish the whole thing.. And for Gp, it's sort of an open book test for essay where we can bring examples written in a book to use for our essay. hmm. Really hope can do well for this so that the 10% can really help my JCT.. =)

Hmm.. recently have been getting myself involve in some sort of problem.. Well, seriously i dun really want to get involved cos i jus feel that i'mnot of much help.. To me, the solution is just there so it's really up to u whether you have the courage to go for it. Though i know sometimes things dun really turn out the way that we want, it's already good enough if you can face it.. So sorry.. cos i know u would be reading this.. just wanna speak my mind here..

And i have been making judgement for people around me. That when a fren of mine told me" Dun judge others for you would be judged too".. Then it dawn upon me that do i really have the rights to judge others ? Through experiences? or is it my subjective perspective towards the person.. Hm.. some people do need guidance in their life so now i feel that instead of judging them, i shld be providing the guidance right ? but then again, some people just dun see the light.. Have some of unhappy occurences recently and i just couldn't help it.. Sometimes simple is not a bliss afterall..

Maybe it's a mistake that i couldn't let it go.. To say that i have move on or forgotten about it is really deceiving oneself.. But i know i shldn't be doing this. yupp.. guitly.. hahaz.. no more..

Oh ya.. did an experiment on thursday, something which i have been doing for a month at Astar.. hahaz.. a simpler version though.. Then the result turns out to be quite good.. ~happy.. Well, if you really have a month of failed result at Astar then you would understand how happy it is to have positive result... hahaz.. Research is fun at least for now.. my interest is still quite there.. Nutrigenomics.. Hope to get involved in it somehow.. =) Hmm.. Getting late.. tuesday labour day.. hahaz.. playing basketball with frens.. =) Good nite and god bless..

Hahahz.. i'm really happy today, tonight... Because of the basketball match.. this is the second time i felt this way ever since the match in Yunnan.. =) Still cannot get over it, it seems like a miracle for me.. I was playing basketball with lim kim and zhi chen. And there was this little boy aged less than 12 i assumed.. So i was paired up with this boy and i played against lim kim and another small boy. Then while we were playing, two guys those from a team( those who i usually called "gangster" who are not really one.) came and asked for second team.. So this little boy and i won lim kim and the other boy and we had to play with these 2 guys.. One quite thin, the other quite fat.. lolx.. And i had so much difficulties playing the whole game, the score was like 7-3,8-3... But i wasn't ready to lose.. so i really pushed on and the score went to 10-6 with them scoring 10.. Then one of his teammate who is not playing shouted.. If you dun shoot a three pointer to win the game then it's nt counted as a win. This was directed to the 2 guys playing with me. So they shot three points while i tried my best to score until eventually, the score was 10-10.. Then this guy, the fatter one, pointed at me and say.. " You oso had to score a 3 point to win.." I din reply him but i was really excited so i agreed to myself that i would win with a 3 point. Then at this moment, the guy sitting at the side said to his teammates if they lost they would have to do push ups.. That's when everything went serious.. Really serious.. hahaz.. this fat guy gets kind of rowdy and rough.. Then i didn't really think much abt it.. The small boy set a small screen for me.. i RAN for it.. and faked which was futile against the fat guy.. Then i jumped and sort of faded away before making my 3 point shot.. The ball went into the air and went into the net beautifully!!! That's when i heard "wah" from people who are watching the match.. I couldn't believe it too.. All i did was to punch my fists into the air and immersed myself into this incredible feeing of satisfaction.. So the score was 11-10.. I WON! the small little boy scored 2 and i scored 9... =) HAPPY~!... really.. partly because the 2 guys were quite cocky especially the fat one.. They thought they would sure win.. I felt really great after winning the match.. The 3 point shot was one of the best shot i have ever made! =) hahaz.. ever since the block i made in a basketball match in yunnan.. Well.. this is one of the best match for me... God bless... =) kk.. i hope i had described it as beautifully as i had experienced it..

Sometimes, it's not really so bad the situation is or how tough u think it will get, it's ur mentality and attitude.. I did my best for the match and it turned out well, i hope this apply to my studies too.. hahaz.. Good nite and god bless... =)

Hmm.. It's 12.48am now.. I have been sleeping for the whole day and guess it's time for me to stay awake now.. Finished reading my chem notes and realised some mistake in the lecture note. I think i will apporoach teacher to ask ba.. Then guess i'm going to do my tutorials!! Have been pushing back and trying to sleep before 12am everyday.. I sort of did it for the last 4 days.. =) Hahaz.. Actually i'm feeling quite stress over the pass few days.. Okay.. been thinking what do i want in life and what's my goals.. But looking at my results.. nothing seems to be motivating or encouraging enough for me to think and dream.. Then when u ask urself why and how ? The answer seems to go round and round but never really a good one. So now, i strongly believe everything would have its purpose and reason. So let's just leave to god. But i wun let it be an excuse for me to slack or not study and definitely not for my bad results. 船到桥头自然直.. hahaz.. a fren once told me that.. Everyone's need guidance in their life.. Mine came and went.. so i'm truly grateful too.. hahaz. i shldn't be thinking so much.. just do my best and the rest would work out itself..

NBA is in the playoff le!! hahaz.. DALLAS!! WOULD WIN THE CHAMPIONSHIP THIS YEAR!2007.. Only 1 team in 10 teams which have won over 65 games in the season did not claim champion. Dallas definitely wun join that team.. lol.. MVP will be Dirk too! Number 41.. I want to watch NBA playoff matches.. hahaz.. hope hong hao will let me and jia hui go.. hahaz. guess how much fun it would be.. =)

It's 2.31am now.. I blogged for so long.. hahaz.. Hmm..

Got this from karen!! hahaz.. nice.. too bad numbe not 41 but thanks!! =)

Take care and good nite.. Tired.. Now i realised it's so hard to let go.. God bless..

Congrats! hahaz.. TJC Guitar Club has achieved SYF Gold with Honour..Hmm.. why am i so happy ? because i was there as a helper.. hahaz.. Well, i volunteered as a helper to carry the instruments onto the stage. So left school at about 1pm today and set off for Singapore Convention Hall.. Then we stood at the loading area for like an hour before we were allowed to go up. Torturing~ Then everything just happened in like half an hour before we came back to school at about 5pm.. Enriching experience.. Looking at them, i kind of regret not joining guitar when i came to TJC.. Hmm.. Guess it would be fun if i had joined guitar instead of LEO club though different CCA does give you different experiences.

The moment i reached home, i dropped dead onto the bed and sleep till about 9pm.. Hmm.. miss GP assignment today.. and an econ lecture.. Hahaz.. All part of my plan.. =X.. Tomorrow is friday!! =) Good nite and god bless.. take care..

Okay. I'm blogginf because i've finished my math tut 45 last weekend thankfully and so i ahppen to have some free time now..I shld be sleeping after the energy draining PE lesson and a long day today till 3plus pm.. The run this morning was really unexpected as i din expect feel any pain in my chest. So i stopped and started walkiing.. thanks god that nothing happen to me.. lolx.. Then lectures and tutorials one after another.. could really see some TJCians were really tired including me.

Chem practical lesson was really fun! =) hahaz.. we were divided into groups of 6 or 7. So the boys were in one group and we were supposed to do this crystallisation thing. But the chemicals were toxic and corrosive.. hahaz.. then this Hayden ar.. Drop the funnel while holding it with a test tube holder.. Because there was a hotplate underneath it, the liquid-toxic chemicals evaporate almost instantly and we were choked! really choked by the strong smell and i believe some of these chemicals happened to enter our mouth or nose because we were caught by surprise.. But i think nothing's going to happen, i hope so.. lolx..

Reached home at about 5pm and i couldn't believe it when i fell asleep without bathing or changing my clothes. Just dropped onto the bed and sleep.. =X Guess i was too tired.. Hmm.. tat's about it.. better get to sleep.. take care and god bless.. Good night! =)

Yupp.. the release of the A level Project Work result.. The end product of a year of work into social services for the elderly.. Well, actually i din really wanted to go to school today.. woke up feeling very sleepy and after stoning there for 10 minutes, going through all the pros and cons, i made a decision to go. And i guessed i made the right choice because PW result is released today and i only happened to know about it in the morning.. Yupp.. I guess everyone was really nervous and excited about getting the results.. Wei Hao smsed me in the morning and told me about his grade which added on to the nervousness that is overwhelming within me. So we were dismissed at 12.30pm and went for lunch as a whole class to parkway parade at yoshinoya.. Nice! =) hahaz.. then we went bac school and jun jie so "heng" picked up $30. Then we went to the hall and listen to what the principal had to say.. And yupp.. i got a B.. which is practically what the whole class has except for 2 person who got A. Only 2! Then the group of us went to play and try to forget everything.. hahaz.. which i know we could not as it is still somewhere back there in everyone's head..

To think that over 71% of the whole JC2 got A or B with less than 10% A and more than 60% B.. This is so bad compared to last year where over 95% got Band 1 similar to that of A and B.. And MJC got over 50% who got A.. hahaz.. i'm just wondering what is our batch doing last year... hmm.. Now that chinese and pw is over.. let's focus on the H2 and H1 subjects ba.. And guess what, this morning, mrs loke showed us a new format of our A level cert! Hahaz.. Quite nice i think.. =) Weekend le.. Rest well and take care.. enjoy your weekend and god bless.. nite! =)

Hmm.. i just got a very bad news.. That is i'm not going to penang anymore because the swim team would not be going to penang anymore so 2 of the boys would have to give up and after drawing lots, it happen to be me and jia hui.. well, i should be alright with it, just hope that jia hui would not mind the decision..Hmm.. talking about this decision making, i just feel that no one's taking the initiation.. Pardon me for being frank.. If i did not say anything, i doubt anyone would do anything and in the end, no one would go.. And the fact that what i did previously in year 1 is used to justify me whether i shld go or not is so totally not fair.. It's up to u whether u wan to fight for it or not... If u did not, then what's the point of using them as an excuse to gain urself an entry.. Hais.. kk.. i know we draw lots.. nevermind.. i just wanna speak my mind that's all. Just want to let you know that, chances in life come and go. They do not wait for you so it's up to you whether you grab your chances.. So woosh.. go my trip to penang.. hahaz.. kind of disappointed but there's nothing i can do.. Must blame the swim team.. last minute then cancel.. Hais.. kk.. no more penang trip..

Today econ's test was crap.. i couldn't really finish because the teacher starts late.. But a pass should not be a problem ba.. And i just realise this morning that my ksp concept was wrong.. But at least i learn something today.. Dunno why, i feel so pissed today.. Played basketball and fell down in a pool of water.. getting myself wet and dirty and having to take a single decked bus home.. Felt pissed off by some people in school.. alot of things not right.. maybe it's me... Hais... I tink i better get to some work.. and sleep early... Dun worry.. i'm alright just some thoughts and reflections.. Wish A level would be over asap.. Good nite and god bless.. take care...

Good Friday! =) Hmm.. a long weekend to rest and do homework.. hahaz.. Well, today went for IRAS and helped out with efiling. Compared to the previous sessions, a lot of people came this time and we could hardly find time to rest until 4plus.. Then jun jie and i met jia hui and had dinner.. hMM. Actually, i'm supposed to go for a survey this morning at 8.30am at outram park but i woke up at 8.44am.. =X hahaz.. so i missed it and missed 5 hrs of cip which junjie was so happier talking about. =) Anyway.. All of us are going to Penang from the lst of june to the third.. Me, junjie, jia hui, chenee, zexuan and hayden.. =) 5 stars hotel.. and shanghai night theme for the dinner.. so fun.. It's for the LEO Forum.. A small break before the JCT.

Hmm.. there's a very nice show now... "A Walk To Remember" A sort of love story where the "bad" guy became good because of a girl and fall in love with her. But the girl was diagonised with blood cancer . It showed all the touching things done by the guy in her last few days. well.. it's really touching and beauitful.. Maybe i couldn't describe it as beautifully as it should be but yupp.. the ending was sad when the girl died after their marriage... So this guy was sort of brought back from his "dark" way.. And the miracle that the girl was hoping for after all these time was the appearance of this guy.. =) Hahaz..

Take care and good night.. God Bless... =)

7 more months!

Hmm.. Went for movie with the guys in my class at Orchard Cineleisure on sunday. Well.. wasted the whole afternoon as the time slot for PS were so full that the seats left were only first 3 rows. So we walked to Orchard road and catch MR BEAN HOLIDAY! =) lOlx. Hmm.. quite nice but i won't say it's the best as i feel that Johnny English was a much better movie. Well.. i guess people just want to see Mr Bean's funny behaviours and sort of weird reactions to certain situations. So ya.. the movie was quite entertaining. there was a storyline and everything was just so dramatic and coincidental that it couldn't happen in reality. Nevertheless.. Mr Bean is always so funny. =) Guess we had a good laugh that day. And for the first time since term 2. it didn't rain on monday so we had PE and it was running!! Argh!! hahaz.. Road Run route somemore.. But still, i managed to complete it without stopping.. =) Very sian after that.. hahaz.. Today dismissed at 12.30pm then went for basketball with my class. They are becoming really good. =) Hais.. but chin hian did not change to tshirt then when teacher caught us, we were banned from borrowing equipment from pe store cos it was not the first time we got caught. Yet the stupid part was chin hian had a tshirt. Argh!! Nevermind.. shall bring my own ball next time.. =)

So tml we'll be registering for A level! =) 7 months to go which is like so short yet i'm still struggling with GP. It's like so hard to improve on this subject. Wonder what should i do for GP.. One essay review everyday like jia hui? Maybe i'll try that.. Then i really hope to do well for my tests.. Just hope that today biology test can pass.. and this thursday essay writing. Can bring materials in for reference. Time seems to pass so fast.. A third of the year has just went pass me without me really realising it. I will make careful planning from now on.. Good nite and god bless.. take care..

My mentee, James Gan

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Hayden and Chen ee

Zexuan! abit gay! =x